提神咯

20号11月2008年 （星期四）

哇。。真的很累，累到今天竟然睡不醒去lab。。。竟然听不到闹钟响，还是我忘了set呢？应该不会咯。也有试过几次大小考也是照样睡不醒，差点错过考试时间，幸好系友连接call来，才把我吵醒。 匆匆忙忙洗刷后，赶着走去。去到时竟然才收到msg...炸到咯，RA们在开会，我们不能独自做lab。。早一点点msg嘛，那就不用酱赶，还可以睡迟一点点咯。。

今天很有做lab的feel...哈哈。。没有酱blur了。。
头脑清醒了，才发现原来昨天我用错了buffer, 才拿到酱怪的result。。。今天重做，还好。。可是还不能做下一个步骤。。。今天学到很多troubleshoot了，lab很早做完，午餐后再继续做了一点点，就可以回家了。。。明天不用做，又可以去玩了，真开心。。。

从失败中学习，
经一事，长一智。

fraGiLe

Life is fragile...

today during my lab time, many messages and calls come...
out of sudden, unpredictable, unexpected, unpreventable ...
few months ago just know that u enjoy ur fullest of life...
few months later u become stay in our memories forever...
the small gathering during CNY still crap around....
but then, it is the last...

looking back ur friendster, all the photos are so memorable...
n ur words that write in my diary, also become such a memorable page now..
"虽要离别，只要相信，就能再见。。。” (u r in memories always)
“笑一笑， 世界会很好”。。。（sometimes laugh is the best medicine, but now...)
n just realizing u hv ur birthday no longer time ago...
here..A Belated Birthday to U...

Once a friend, forever a friend...
And u will in our memories forever n ever....
can't welcome the coming new life,
just hope u can seek ur peace in ur world...
Life is fragile...
May god bless u and ur family..

Friends,
appreciate life....

开工大吉咯

19号11月2008年 （星期三）

我的毕业论文习终于开封了。。。
一切都好像好无头绪，之前observe过的一切，都似乎忘了。。。
那些reagents应在那里拿，忘了。。
下一个步骤应该做什么，忘了。。。
心情本来就有点down, 他们又没有在lab，再加上突然而来的消息，...变的更加没心情了。。
至到下午Jeff 和Zach 有来lab，心情才好转些，没那么sien...
可以说，整天都在很blur很blur的情况下做lab。。。blur到我自己真的不知道自己在做什么，好象在神游。。。。很敷衍很敷衍地在做。。。
所以呢？result也很不标准，很怪。。。怪到连我的RA都绝的很好笑，从没看过酱怪的result。。。自己也为自己酱怪的result而笑了。。
结果呢？ 就是要重做咯。。。而且还是要明天一大早去重做。。。haiz。。。
还好，我的lab partner也很flexible。。。觉得自己有点庆幸。。嘻嘻。。

清醒点，清醒点啦。。。。

不要为昨天而忧伤，
因为还有明天的到来。。。

狗之约定

和慧看了一套日本电影“与狗狗的十个承诺 ” "10 Promises To My Dog"。。。



与狗狗的十个约定:
1.我们在一起的时候，希望你能耐心一点，给我时间去理解你。

2.希望有一天你可以完全地信任我。能成为你忠诚的朋友，是我最大的幸福。
3.把你所有的心事和牢骚都告诉我。虽然我不会说，但是我听得懂。(这我很赞成)
4.你知道吗，我和你一样，是有感情的。
5.别打我，其实我完全可以轻而易举地伤害你，我只是没有这么做。
6.我不听话的时候，在你责备我之前，能不能想一下自己对我做了什么。
7.你有你的同学、你的朋友、你的工作。而我，只有你。
8.有一天我变老了，不知道你会不会像现在一样照顾我。
9.我的生命只有十年。希望你能多抽出一点时间和我在一起。
10.我永远都不会忘记和你一起度过的时光。所以请你答应我，在我即将离开这个世界的时候，你会陪在我的身边。

The Ten Commandments of Dog Ownership:
1) Listen patiently to what I have to say.
2) Trust me, for I am always on your side.
3) Play with me a lot.
4) Don’t forget that I have feelings, too.
5) Let’s never fight.
6) If I don’t obey you, I have a good reason.
7) You have school, and friends, but as for me, I only have you.
8) Stay my best friend even when I’m old.
9) I’ll only live about ten years, so let’s make every moment count.
10) I’ll never forget our life together, so when my time comes, please be by my side.

如果在这时候，Lucky在我的身边，那有多好。。
狗狗原来只有约十几年的寿命，Lucky 和 Billy 陪伴我和家人已经有大约六年的时间了。。。
这时突然很想念他们，好想看看他们。。。

哈哈。。如果我将来有多一只狗狗。。。
海洋Ocean之名非他莫属。。。






在你的心中，狗狗可能不是你的一切，
可是在狗狗的心中, 而你就是他的一切了...

Last

Finally, my 3rd year 1st sem is officially ended. As usual, when out for having a big meal for celebration of release, after about two weeks of the "suffering" exam. Over-stressed and the most hardworking compared to previous few sems...

This time, went out to T.G.I Friday...
and movie and crappy together??
Yes..It seemed or it did?

-----------------------------------------------------------------Friday's Chicken----------------------------Roma Chicken Cutlet---

----------Chocolate Malt Cake---------------------Cookies 'N' Cream----------------------------Boneless Wings----











-Sizzling Chicken and Cheese-----------------------------------------------------------------------Fried Mac & Cheese-----

i prefer everything in the last sem,
everyone is there and u are there also..
actually, i love this sem too...
friendship between us has been improved and tightened stronger,
and, we become closer and closer.
become more crappier and crappier,
having a lot fun and enjoyment with you all.
I thank and I appreciate...

However, changes happen from time to time...
I hate to attend class before,
and I rather stay at home...
it takes a whole sem try to dilute it,
effective?
wondering...wondering..

realizing or unexpected,
another is happening too!!
I hate i hate i hate
right or wrong,
forgive or blame,
cool down or angry,
should or should not,
all gone...

And realizing that,
a type of bond that called "FRIENDSHIP BOND"
even from the initial just sticked by chance by van der waals force,
to become binded by covalent bonds,
and then tightened by ionic bonds,
but still cannot escape from the nature of unstability...
it is highly environmental dependent,
can be influenced by various factors,
temperature, heat, pressure bla bla bla
and some internal factors...

it seems is a lost but can consider a gain too...
from different perspectives different angles,
all are good enough...
and for the one who always be the Budak Baik
as what i previously offered,
i still owe u one "yan cheng" coupon,
seriously,
when u need it u can use it for exchange anything,
i will try my best to redeem it for u...
( in term of helping)

Roomate, thanks for listening,
leave 1 more sem be with you..
enjoy ur home sweet home and found ur peace,
happy holidays..

Every sem,
need to adapt to new environment.
This coming and final sem,
again...still same
n Happy Birthday。。

一句无心的话或许会点燃一切，
一句及时的话或许会消失紧张。