Apologizing

A blue moon in long time ago,

She apologized to a person who mean a lot to her,

just as the quote said, because she valued their relationship.

Maybe she did it wrong in some way, but he did not right absolutely.

He angry, she knew. She angry and sad too, is that he know it as well? He sad too? She don't know.

Just as the quote said, she truly valued their relationship.

So, she took initiative to apologize, 

She sad, she heart-broken,

is that same as him?

No replied.

He was going back to his own place, soon later.

He told her, most probably. But he did it at the end.
She wished he could stayed here, with her, but she never ask.

That night, she was moody and made him angry, she guessed.

She sleepless since that day, she was struggling and suffering.

Her tear dropped much at night when thinking of him.

She care about him and his words, she remembered.

until now but lesser, most probably.

she wonder it as well,

but still care.

He wear red in the next meet, looked smart,

that she never saw him wear such before.

Always, they had their own conversation,

but no single word between them that whole night.

They kept silent to each other but not others.

She masked herself to look happy in front of other.

Nobody will realize, perhaps only him. 

Maybe he did it in the same way as her. 

Only both of them know.

Or maybe only just her guess.

She don't know.

He was so far yet so close to her.

Far at the northest of the earth,

but close stepped on the same land.

Turn into stars, that she like to observe.

And he always appeared in her dream,

and only in the dream, she can meet him,

that both of them are sweet and happy.

Wake up from dream, she back to her reality, and also him as well.

She can feel him sometimes, but is that the right feeling?

She never asked and requested,

even she wanted to know the answer.

She just feel secure in the current state.

Why is him, she always wondering, too.

But time will lessen and dilute it as well.

She guessed.

As blue moon as in the smurf

She would really tell him that

I SMURF YOU
（in a blue moon）

生活总是让我们遍体鳞伤，

但到后来，

那些受伤的地方一定会变成我们最强壮的地方。